week so far...meh.

yesterday, I was sitting outside having my coffee and journaling when I noticed a bunch of weird ass airplanes circling around town.
I was excited. This is it- they are coming to take me home!!!
Nope:(
President Biden was at the local community college and I had no clue until Josh showed me the email from his school saying classes were cancelled for the day. I'm guessing they waited until midnight to announce it to students so surveillance and security would be in place before any local nutjobs tried to do something dumb. 

i should have known it would come to this. everything dies.
sometimes, we get a ceremonial burial or a final goodbye.
more often than not, it feels like scooping up roadkill on a steamy summer day. 
if only the driver didn't keep ignoring the signs and pushing full speed ahead!
oh well. i was never in the driver's seat so what the hell do i know, right?
say a prayer, release the corpse and get on with it, girl.

 
sarah posted that nocturna is next weekend.
I really want to go but I don't know...for some reason, I'm not feeling safe about it.
not about covid though. I'll be alone going on the El and hotel to venue, etc. 
don't get me wrong, i used to live in the city and i know my way around. however-
people are acting like fucking animals out there. 
like worse than normal because they've been practically locked in their houses for over a year.
which anyone with half a brain knew was bound to happen
city officials prepare in advance? nah,that would make too much sense.
might have to skip this one even though I'd love a night out.