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this new birth control is making me sleepy and mega freaking hungry. craving ice cream which is pretty rare for me at this point because I don't eat much dairy anymore.
she warned me that I may gain weight but I refuse to go back to that space.
i'll give my brother in law my debit card if it prevent me from going on walks to the ice cream shoppe.
I don't feel moody at all, yet. we shall see what happens further down the month.
my abundance magick is working. Angela finally cashed the check, and she said it will take a few days to clear since it's such a large amount, and then she can loan me the money. Also, I'm getting more hours at work, and have been having more social interactions. creative ideas seem to be flowing pretty well, aside from the daily writing I'm supposed to be doing LOL
I know I'm not supposed to complain about being single; gotta be happy happy happy!! and love your life and all that
what about the need for touch?
and I'm not talking hugs from family or petting in your cat or going to a fucking cuddle party and snuggling with a stranger (tried it in 2016, hated it. no, no and nope).
I'm talking about that more intimate connection. sexual? sure, that is definitely a part of it, but it can also be when someone knows when you are stressed, and they come behind you and massage your shoulders, or do whatever thing makes you feel comfy and sleepy at the end of the night.
skin hunger is real.
I'll get over it. this is my life. I always get over it, but today is just one of those days *sigh*
she warned me that I may gain weight but I refuse to go back to that space.
i'll give my brother in law my debit card if it prevent me from going on walks to the ice cream shoppe.
I don't feel moody at all, yet. we shall see what happens further down the month.
my abundance magick is working. Angela finally cashed the check, and she said it will take a few days to clear since it's such a large amount, and then she can loan me the money. Also, I'm getting more hours at work, and have been having more social interactions. creative ideas seem to be flowing pretty well, aside from the daily writing I'm supposed to be doing LOL
I know I'm not supposed to complain about being single; gotta be happy happy happy!! and love your life and all that
what about the need for touch?
and I'm not talking hugs from family or petting in your cat or going to a fucking cuddle party and snuggling with a stranger (tried it in 2016, hated it. no, no and nope).
I'm talking about that more intimate connection. sexual? sure, that is definitely a part of it, but it can also be when someone knows when you are stressed, and they come behind you and massage your shoulders, or do whatever thing makes you feel comfy and sleepy at the end of the night.
skin hunger is real.
I'll get over it. this is my life. I always get over it, but today is just one of those days *sigh*