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ups and downs
Feb. 14th, 2018 09:09 amWell, I'm down to 118 lbs. Between working out and corset training, I finally feel like I could realistically make it to my goal of 110 :D
My checking account somehow got overdrawn from a paypal transaction 2 weeks ago that finally cleared just yesterday.
This was the last thing I needed to happen right now. My trip is next week, I need money for that plus a haircut and am in desperate need of at least one new bra. Fuck fuck fuck!
I need to be better at tracking my expenses.
Depeche Mode is going on tour again this summer. Didn't get chosen for the verified fan presale, so that caused a mini-meltdown LOL
Not that it matters anyway, I didn't have money for tickets at the moment but Angela was going to buy them for us. Oh well, I'll figure it out closer to the date of the show. In September when we saw them in Austin we bought tickets 3 or 4 hours before the gig and got an amazing deal: 4th row center for less than $325 total!
Yesterday, I had an amazing guided meditation experience. Even though my physical world feels like it is falling apart at times, I still have this inner peace that is carrying me through. Maybe its a coping mechanism or just magical thinking or the real deal, I don't know. It doesn't matter the reasons why. I'm just thankful I am growing on my path and leaving behind a lot of the negative things that haunted me in the past, and prevented me from being happy with myself.
My checking account somehow got overdrawn from a paypal transaction 2 weeks ago that finally cleared just yesterday.
This was the last thing I needed to happen right now. My trip is next week, I need money for that plus a haircut and am in desperate need of at least one new bra. Fuck fuck fuck!
I need to be better at tracking my expenses.
Depeche Mode is going on tour again this summer. Didn't get chosen for the verified fan presale, so that caused a mini-meltdown LOL
Not that it matters anyway, I didn't have money for tickets at the moment but Angela was going to buy them for us. Oh well, I'll figure it out closer to the date of the show. In September when we saw them in Austin we bought tickets 3 or 4 hours before the gig and got an amazing deal: 4th row center for less than $325 total!
Yesterday, I had an amazing guided meditation experience. Even though my physical world feels like it is falling apart at times, I still have this inner peace that is carrying me through. Maybe its a coping mechanism or just magical thinking or the real deal, I don't know. It doesn't matter the reasons why. I'm just thankful I am growing on my path and leaving behind a lot of the negative things that haunted me in the past, and prevented me from being happy with myself.