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shadowkitten) wrote2022-05-10 07:09 am
shadowkitten) wrote2022-05-10 07:09 am
this month
i think I'm in the process of decluttering my life. not only physical possessions, but mentally as emotionally as well.
Not that I'm a minimalist or anything.
Perhaps it has finally sunk in that I am in my 40s now? And certain things don't really resonate with me anymore.
Or my expression of a particular thing has evolved? Not sure if that makes sense but anyway, that's where my brain is currently.
Planning something big for my birthday. The past two years obviously I didn't feel like I could really celebrate my birthday in a way that felt like it was truly acknowledging this phase in my life. between covid, quarantine, depression, leaving my job, etc i think it was the perfect storm for a sort of "midlife crisis" ugh i hate saying that even if it is true.
aside from the anxiety about the supreme court fuckery, this month i am focusing on me and what i want from life going forward. even if that means becoming a hag witch and making it my personal mission to do everything in my power to avoid interacting with men outside of professional situations. fuck these dudes.
Not that I'm a minimalist or anything.
Perhaps it has finally sunk in that I am in my 40s now? And certain things don't really resonate with me anymore.
Or my expression of a particular thing has evolved? Not sure if that makes sense but anyway, that's where my brain is currently.
Planning something big for my birthday. The past two years obviously I didn't feel like I could really celebrate my birthday in a way that felt like it was truly acknowledging this phase in my life. between covid, quarantine, depression, leaving my job, etc i think it was the perfect storm for a sort of "midlife crisis" ugh i hate saying that even if it is true.
aside from the anxiety about the supreme court fuckery, this month i am focusing on me and what i want from life going forward. even if that means becoming a hag witch and making it my personal mission to do everything in my power to avoid interacting with men outside of professional situations. fuck these dudes.