dream log

[shadowkitten]

 Last night's dream exposed raw flesh, certain wounds of the soul that I don't suspect can ever be completely healed. And that's ok. 
 I am here, in this form, for a reason. 
 During my reading, a thought came to me "what if I've been doing it wrong?" Focusing on things that are not meant for me.
 Now I am starting to wonder if perhaps certain people in my life saw some truth that I was not yet ready to accept about myself. 
 Or maybe they were just pulling some classic projection bullshit, who knows? 
 The dream felt like a rubber band had snapped. After the initial pain, I felt more fluid, at ease.
 Not sure what it all means but something inside of me feels different.