this is just too much for me right now

ever since the supreme court leak, i have not been sleeping well. it is truly disgusting to see the way right-wing conservatives talk about rape and the so-called "miracle" of becoming pregnant. they do not care about women, they only want breeders. and the fucking women who support this shit are a special kind of breed, aren't they? i've been avoiding returning calls from my dad and my sister because i damn well know they are bound to comment on current events and frankly, I'm a thread away from snapping. 
and as we all know by now, I have no problem cutting people out of my life for decades if need be. I'd rather not traumatize my niece and nephew so yeah....just avoiding for now. 

i don't even know how i feel. numb. rage. sad. disgusted. it is overwhelming and exhausting.